When people ask me if it’s what I want, what I really want, I feel like saying “I don’t know!” Because I really don’t! How can I know if something is what I really want until I have it, experienced it? I DON’T FUCKING KNOW. DAMNIT. Unless I know what it is, inside and out, I cannot be 100% definitive. I can say, yes, at least I think it’s what I want, but I cannot say that YES! that is it, with all my heart. I would be lying.
I’m just like most of everyone else, groping around in the dark, hoping that what I choose is what I really want.
And for that, I shall be lenient to myself, even when others aren’t, if it turns out to be a mistake later on.
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