December 2010
8 posts
This time, 2004.
I really hate how my voice goes all squeaky and wonky when I hit a topic that’s close to heart (actually right in the fucking middle of it) and I cry, but have something to say, but can’t because I’m all hysterics and whatever it is wouldn’t come out and all I end up doing is crying really loudly and shaking like a fucking leaf.
I rarely cry like that.
And I’m...
All I want for Christmas
is to not feel like bawling my eyes out.
For the seventh year running, Christmas has been nothing but pain.
I sat in some Oosaka-Japanese restaurant today, crying my eyes out in the middle of a very crowded shopping mall because it is still impossible to articulate what you meant to me; the fatherly love that I have been missing all these years.
It also pains me to admit that all that is...
Hey, what happened?
I cannot phantom why in the world I would be infatuated with a man more than a dozen years older than me.
Hello, what is wrong, knock knock, anyone in there? Wtf there are two much younger men whom I also talk to, and I choose the oldest, but most childish (an incidentally least liked) person to have a crush on.
SERIOUSLY?!
Thing is, I do find his awkwardness a little endearing, I mean, I have...
The Disadvantages of an Elite Education. →
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“One of the great errors of an elite education, then, is that it teaches you to think that measures of intelligence and academic achievement are measures of value in some moral or metaphysical sense. But they’re not. Graduates of elite schools are not more valuable than stupid people, or talentless people, or even lazy people. Their pain does not hurt more. Their souls do not weigh...
An evil thought
Every now and then, when I develop a negative thought about something, somebody. It usually goes away in no time, but in the event it stays and grow, I always look around me and end up finding no one to talk to to ‘tell’ this feeling away.
Is there no one who would not judge me if I tell him/her that thought? I’m scared I would lose that friend in that process, but then again,...
twentythree :: 5 Ways Blogging Can Save Your... →
julie911:
Written by Lisis BLackston
1. You find yourself constantly emptying your brain.
There is nothing worse than getting stuck inside your own head, in endless loops of self-defeating thoughts. When you are blogging, you get in the habit of writing things down in journals,…